I WANNA KNOW YOUR NAME
Is it the way you walk?
Is it the way you talk?
Doesnt matter I wanna know your name
When you grace your presence with this world each and everything
I get chills with just the thought of you......its more than a physical THANG!
you got me hooked mentally to the point not knowing your name is killing me
I have never seen anything like this in my life, damn you look like someone who I can settle down with
Ok let me get "old school" with you: Hi my name is Steven but most of my friends call me Miami can I have this dance? The music is playing our song smh my fault I dont wanna hold you to tight, I wanna make sure you are as comfrontable as can be......no no no Im not trying to pressure you into anything I just wanna know your name and we can take it from there.. like that hmmmm what type of perfume is that...wait wait wait hold on I know thats Dolce and Gabbana Rose *sniffs* yeah thats the way a woman is suppose to smell
Im just a basic guy looking for basic things....I like sports and I love cooking...I dont drive but I know how to have a great time....I dont have kids and im not taken......I only party while Im single and I only flirt when I can.......I just wanna know your name.....we've had multiple sidebar conversations with no results how can we change that? what do I have to do? ok ok ok what do I have to give just to talk to you over the phone? maybe have a nice lil dinner...talk until fall alseep.....listen to music over some smooth jams like the one playing in the background (112 Cupid) but first we have to start by you giving me your damn....I didnt come at you wrong so the beatbox isnt required....
_______ ________?thats a lovely name....I'll call you some time
I was such a fool, I couldn't see it.
This time when you were so good to me.
(This time when you were so good to me).
You confessed your love, and dying devotion.
I confessed my need to be free.
And now I'm left with all this pain,
I've only got my self to blame.
*Nsync 'I Drive myself Crazy'
Throughout the years I have been dating, talking, dating, talking, sometimes sexing (LETS KEEP IT REAL!) and more dating....And even though I have been 110% honest with everyone who participated in the activties I have just named it was me DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY! Last years relationship doesnt count it happened it ended now we're both moving on. No hate No drama only memories and lessons learned! But when I'm single I have noticed that I have a tendency of the following:
1. Being Picky!
2. Being selfish!
3. Being Honest
4. Being Steven (The worst out of all of them)
I always tell my readers, friends and family to KNOW WHAT YOU WANT! so you wont bring anybody else down with your bullshit! And I have tried to do that...but I have also used my honesty as a scapegoat smfh I realized that over the past 2 weeks...I love being apart of a relationship and I also love being in Love because when I love I LOVE HARD! to the point where Im a totally different Steven which is good & bad! So I've been telling everyone who has crossed my path "Im not ready to be committed" "I dont wanna stop dating" or "Im being HONEST!" and even though its the truth im only thinking about myself in the process. JUST driving myself crazy!
Overall my close friends can tell you Im a sweetheart, I love being romantic and I love the thought of settling down BUT DONT WANT to settle down with just anyone....I have kept my "Options" open and in the process continue to bullshit in the process (Just because your honest doesnt mean the truth doesnt hurt someone else) I tell my crew yo I like her, but I like her, oh shit but then again I like kicking it with her....and as men we feel like its cool BUT ONLY TO A CERTAIN DEGREE! How long am I suppose to do that? I push myself away from women but yet again pull them close to me Just DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY!
I always say I need someone who is gonna stand out above everyone else and THATS WHAT IM WAITING FOR! eventually somethings gotta give though right Steven? How can you date this person and then turn around and date this person? EASY RIGHT (always my repsonse!) not realizing that keeping my "OPTIONS" open is killing my chances to discover whoever she is....Dating here & there only hurts unless you make a Pimp Decision and eventually make a CHOICE! oooo but NO! Im being honest! that should be enough right? NO! "Steven you are not the only one with feelings, you are not the only one in the situation, Steven you can be honestly stupid at times you know that right?" Sometimes I feel like I should fit in the Category of "Dogs, liars, players, dirtbags, etc" but just in a Rated PG way......I catch myself after I go out on a date, kiss someone, have sex with someone, state my feelings etc etc and even though Im being completely honest Im holding myself back and IM Just DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY!
There is nobody on this great planet of ours who can stop this but myself, so how long do I drive myself crazy? How Long do I continue being Steven: Nice guy who is honest, caring, talented, romantic, open minded, emotional, has nothing to hide and a genuine "GOOD GUY" but who in a way is full of shit, using his knowledge in the wrong way, just wrong in so many of the right ways Just DRIVing MYSELF CRAZY!
Until I get fed up with myself I will continue DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY!
This has been another
Steven A Miami KONcept
3's up & 305 down
Is it the way you walk?
Is it the way you talk?
Doesnt matter I wanna know your name
When you grace your presence with this world each and everything
I get chills with just the thought of you......its more than a physical THANG!
you got me hooked mentally to the point not knowing your name is killing me
I have never seen anything like this in my life, damn you look like someone who I can settle down with
Ok let me get "old school" with you: Hi my name is Steven but most of my friends call me Miami can I have this dance? The music is playing our song smh my fault I dont wanna hold you to tight, I wanna make sure you are as comfrontable as can be......no no no Im not trying to pressure you into anything I just wanna know your name and we can take it from there.. like that hmmmm what type of perfume is that...wait wait wait hold on I know thats Dolce and Gabbana Rose *sniffs* yeah thats the way a woman is suppose to smell
Im just a basic guy looking for basic things....I like sports and I love cooking...I dont drive but I know how to have a great time....I dont have kids and im not taken......I only party while Im single and I only flirt when I can.......I just wanna know your name.....we've had multiple sidebar conversations with no results how can we change that? what do I have to do? ok ok ok what do I have to give just to talk to you over the phone? maybe have a nice lil dinner...talk until fall alseep.....listen to music over some smooth jams like the one playing in the background (112 Cupid) but first we have to start by you giving me your damn....I didnt come at you wrong so the beatbox isnt required....
_______ ________?thats a lovely name....I'll call you some time
I was such a fool, I couldn't see it.
This time when you were so good to me.
(This time when you were so good to me).
You confessed your love, and dying devotion.
I confessed my need to be free.
And now I'm left with all this pain,
I've only got my self to blame.
*Nsync 'I Drive myself Crazy'
Throughout the years I have been dating, talking, dating, talking, sometimes sexing (LETS KEEP IT REAL!) and more dating....And even though I have been 110% honest with everyone who participated in the activties I have just named it was me DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY! Last years relationship doesnt count it happened it ended now we're both moving on. No hate No drama only memories and lessons learned! But when I'm single I have noticed that I have a tendency of the following:
1. Being Picky!
2. Being selfish!
3. Being Honest
4. Being Steven (The worst out of all of them)
I always tell my readers, friends and family to KNOW WHAT YOU WANT! so you wont bring anybody else down with your bullshit! And I have tried to do that...but I have also used my honesty as a scapegoat smfh I realized that over the past 2 weeks...I love being apart of a relationship and I also love being in Love because when I love I LOVE HARD! to the point where Im a totally different Steven which is good & bad! So I've been telling everyone who has crossed my path "Im not ready to be committed" "I dont wanna stop dating" or "Im being HONEST!" and even though its the truth im only thinking about myself in the process. JUST driving myself crazy!
Overall my close friends can tell you Im a sweetheart, I love being romantic and I love the thought of settling down BUT DONT WANT to settle down with just anyone....I have kept my "Options" open and in the process continue to bullshit in the process (Just because your honest doesnt mean the truth doesnt hurt someone else) I tell my crew yo I like her, but I like her, oh shit but then again I like kicking it with her....and as men we feel like its cool BUT ONLY TO A CERTAIN DEGREE! How long am I suppose to do that? I push myself away from women but yet again pull them close to me Just DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY!
I always say I need someone who is gonna stand out above everyone else and THATS WHAT IM WAITING FOR! eventually somethings gotta give though right Steven? How can you date this person and then turn around and date this person? EASY RIGHT (always my repsonse!) not realizing that keeping my "OPTIONS" open is killing my chances to discover whoever she is....Dating here & there only hurts unless you make a Pimp Decision and eventually make a CHOICE! oooo but NO! Im being honest! that should be enough right? NO! "Steven you are not the only one with feelings, you are not the only one in the situation, Steven you can be honestly stupid at times you know that right?" Sometimes I feel like I should fit in the Category of "Dogs, liars, players, dirtbags, etc" but just in a Rated PG way......I catch myself after I go out on a date, kiss someone, have sex with someone, state my feelings etc etc and even though Im being completely honest Im holding myself back and IM Just DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY!
There is nobody on this great planet of ours who can stop this but myself, so how long do I drive myself crazy? How Long do I continue being Steven: Nice guy who is honest, caring, talented, romantic, open minded, emotional, has nothing to hide and a genuine "GOOD GUY" but who in a way is full of shit, using his knowledge in the wrong way, just wrong in so many of the right ways Just DRIVing MYSELF CRAZY!
Until I get fed up with myself I will continue DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY!
This has been another
Steven A Miami KONcept
3's up & 305 down
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