Regardless of how it goes down
Life goes on
Am I right?
On the way we shed some tears
Every day we sacrifice
So we can be standing here
Oh what a hell of a life
Been winning so many years
And the future is bright
Now it's very clear
That we gon' be rich forever, and ever, and ever
We gon' be rich forever
We gon' be rich forever, and ever, and ever
2012 was an experience to say the least.....I have accomplished the following: finding myself, testing myself & growing within myself...these are the Methods II My Madness
Life will hit you with a ton of bricks and bullshit if you do not have the right shield to protect you. Super Bowl morning of this year February I received a call from my father that made me numb until this fall. "Steven Anthony died this morning; he's gone Im sorry" *blank stare* I felt my whole brain and soul crush within a instant minute. This was the man I grew up with, the one who taught me how to play basketball and talk to girls even though I was a year older. I love him and I miss him dearly...hard not choking up writing this segment. I kept myself away from everyone for a while. The last time we spoke wasn't horrible but it wasnt great either. I just want to say I am sorry for my tone and demeanor funny thing is I dont even know what we were disagreeing over. Its funny how we are tested on a regular basis.
I also became engaged in 2012 that no longer is intact. No point to go into details over the events that took place...tons of head bumping & bad timing. I am a firm believer that if the chemistry, communication & consistency aren't placed in two ppl in a commitment things will crumble. I have 0 regrets of any decisions I made except one! Social networking and sharing so much information with whats going on. Even though this is the 1st time I have made this public. Going on 2 months I am in a good place mentally overall. I have no hate or slander in my heart whatsoever and never will.
I lost 18 lbs since Aug. I am very comfortable with who I am but I got sick and tired of ppl talking shit about my appearance or being called unattractive over the past 2-3 yrs because I dont have a wash board stomach or muscles through my shirt. The reason I started getting into better shape was mainly for the "look" every television and marketing executive is looking for. But now I am getting into shape because I love the way I feel and look. Most know I can be very over confident and border line cocky. I am loving the results
I had to get back to the basics of my life, back to who I really am, I had to learn the hard way that when God speaks just STFU AND LISTEN! I lost a few friends & associates this year, no love lost after reflecting on my actions and decisions. I am a grown man and if I make a bed I can either lay in it, flip the mattress or get rid of it (let that marinate) I would do things A LOT DIFFERENTLY with some of the choices I have made.
I also grew up.....I believe after sleeping on Melvin & Leightons couch woke me the fuck up and I dont take anything for granted....that is one of the reasons I rather pay my rent and bills on time before I groom myself so I do not have to experience that ever again. On the verge of saving better, eating better and even speaking better. The goal for 2013 is to eliminate profanity or at least bring it down to a minimum. I want to grow closer with my faith, become a better man of God and one day open my heart up again (No rush)
I cant say I will reminisce tons of positive memories about 2012...I did fall in love, I did gain a new place and employment, I did learn what it means to forgive, I did cherish every single moment I spoke about....BUT I also remember every negative event that took place....it still leaves a bit of a sour taste in my mouth but day by day I have forgiven and forgetting because 1. I have to in order for me to grow 2. Thats the type of person I am 3. My mother would slap me if I didnt
2013 has huge things in the works I just released my first film "Fuck Fear" & soundtrack featuring GREAT ARTIST! I am planning the relaunch of my new website, brand, appearance and now that I have the financial backing my new play & book. I am not waiting for the ball to drop on New Years the game plan starts now!
NEW FILM http://www.viddler.com/v/69ad397 NEW SOUNDTRACK http://www.datpiff.com/-F-Fear-The-Mixtape.427870.html
DOWNLOAD BOTH FOR FREE
This has been another
Steven A Miami KONcept
3s up and 305 down
Life goes on
Am I right?
On the way we shed some tears
Every day we sacrifice
So we can be standing here
Oh what a hell of a life
Been winning so many years
And the future is bright
Now it's very clear
That we gon' be rich forever, and ever, and ever
We gon' be rich forever
We gon' be rich forever, and ever, and ever
2012 was an experience to say the least.....I have accomplished the following: finding myself, testing myself & growing within myself...these are the Methods II My Madness
Life will hit you with a ton of bricks and bullshit if you do not have the right shield to protect you. Super Bowl morning of this year February I received a call from my father that made me numb until this fall. "Steven Anthony died this morning; he's gone Im sorry" *blank stare* I felt my whole brain and soul crush within a instant minute. This was the man I grew up with, the one who taught me how to play basketball and talk to girls even though I was a year older. I love him and I miss him dearly...hard not choking up writing this segment. I kept myself away from everyone for a while. The last time we spoke wasn't horrible but it wasnt great either. I just want to say I am sorry for my tone and demeanor funny thing is I dont even know what we were disagreeing over. Its funny how we are tested on a regular basis.
I also became engaged in 2012 that no longer is intact. No point to go into details over the events that took place...tons of head bumping & bad timing. I am a firm believer that if the chemistry, communication & consistency aren't placed in two ppl in a commitment things will crumble. I have 0 regrets of any decisions I made except one! Social networking and sharing so much information with whats going on. Even though this is the 1st time I have made this public. Going on 2 months I am in a good place mentally overall. I have no hate or slander in my heart whatsoever and never will.
I lost 18 lbs since Aug. I am very comfortable with who I am but I got sick and tired of ppl talking shit about my appearance or being called unattractive over the past 2-3 yrs because I dont have a wash board stomach or muscles through my shirt. The reason I started getting into better shape was mainly for the "look" every television and marketing executive is looking for. But now I am getting into shape because I love the way I feel and look. Most know I can be very over confident and border line cocky. I am loving the results
I had to get back to the basics of my life, back to who I really am, I had to learn the hard way that when God speaks just STFU AND LISTEN! I lost a few friends & associates this year, no love lost after reflecting on my actions and decisions. I am a grown man and if I make a bed I can either lay in it, flip the mattress or get rid of it (let that marinate) I would do things A LOT DIFFERENTLY with some of the choices I have made.
I also grew up.....I believe after sleeping on Melvin & Leightons couch woke me the fuck up and I dont take anything for granted....that is one of the reasons I rather pay my rent and bills on time before I groom myself so I do not have to experience that ever again. On the verge of saving better, eating better and even speaking better. The goal for 2013 is to eliminate profanity or at least bring it down to a minimum. I want to grow closer with my faith, become a better man of God and one day open my heart up again (No rush)
I cant say I will reminisce tons of positive memories about 2012...I did fall in love, I did gain a new place and employment, I did learn what it means to forgive, I did cherish every single moment I spoke about....BUT I also remember every negative event that took place....it still leaves a bit of a sour taste in my mouth but day by day I have forgiven and forgetting because 1. I have to in order for me to grow 2. Thats the type of person I am 3. My mother would slap me if I didnt
2013 has huge things in the works I just released my first film "Fuck Fear" & soundtrack featuring GREAT ARTIST! I am planning the relaunch of my new website, brand, appearance and now that I have the financial backing my new play & book. I am not waiting for the ball to drop on New Years the game plan starts now!
NEW FILM http://www.viddler.com/v/69ad397 NEW SOUNDTRACK http://www.datpiff.com/-F-Fear-The-Mixtape.427870.html
DOWNLOAD BOTH FOR FREE
This has been another
Steven A Miami KONcept
3s up and 305 down
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