What a difference a year makes! I am a few weeks away from having my son. The initial reaction was "this is going to be my first child" but in reality I have adopted a highly intelligent eight year old daughter who is the center of my universe. She is so amazing and I have never felt love like this before not even from my nieces, nephews or God children who I love with all my heart. Just to see that my teachings, methods and words are effecting her on a daily basis is quite exciting and a little overwhelming at times but overall I feel great about it!
I have a woman in my life who is a prayer warrior, a queen and just deeply in love with me for who I am and not what "I can potentially be". My family is all I think about when I make decisions and when I chose certain paths to now follow. My son, daughter and soon to be wife are the reason I wake up and work the overnight shift and then get home to complete administrative work for my publishing company, push my new projects, why I take on challenges like a documentary, soundtrack, play and more. They are now the reason I write with a deeper meaning and with a purpose other than to gain popularity.
Around this time last year I didn't know if I was coming or going most days or if I was going to be able to get over my last relationship that ended a month prior to sharing my first kiss with my now fiance. One year later and here I am with another book coming out (February 11th 2014) and a family! My family! I am the head of the pack, the leader of the kingdom and the provider for a household.
In the midst of it all I thank God for everything! For taking me through a rough storm prior to December 14th (my anniversary), for showing me that everyone is not as close a friend as they seemed, that not all relationships both romantic and business are worth saving. He showed me that I was being prepared for something greater and that I can go through anything. I learned that without my faith in God I am nobody! I am not afraid to admit that prayer & my trust in God are everything! I am nothing with the grace of God. I will shout this everyday thank you Jesus for my family, my friends, my life and your grace & mercy.
So many angry people who will through subliminal after subliminal message in my honor and tons of shade my way but I have blocked it and I have learned that I need it. I need the fuel and I need those bitter people to show them I am stronger and I have been called worst. I truly do believe that after an incident with former colleagues & spouses that my popularity decreased a little especially with hearsay & misunderstanding but that's no longer apart of my drive or focus.
I said in a post prior to this THERE IS NOTHING OR NOBODY who can erase this natural high of mines. I barely drink, I don't party as much as I use too and I am all about raising my kids and leading my wife to be to where we want and need to be. Our goals are more than just making money, possessing materials or looking good for the camera. We are trying to gain access in the kingdom of heaven by any means necessary even if that means letting go and allowing God to use us in his image.
This has been another Steven A Miami KONcept
new documentary & soundtrack and preview to my next book on www.stevenabarthell.com
I have a woman in my life who is a prayer warrior, a queen and just deeply in love with me for who I am and not what "I can potentially be". My family is all I think about when I make decisions and when I chose certain paths to now follow. My son, daughter and soon to be wife are the reason I wake up and work the overnight shift and then get home to complete administrative work for my publishing company, push my new projects, why I take on challenges like a documentary, soundtrack, play and more. They are now the reason I write with a deeper meaning and with a purpose other than to gain popularity.
Around this time last year I didn't know if I was coming or going most days or if I was going to be able to get over my last relationship that ended a month prior to sharing my first kiss with my now fiance. One year later and here I am with another book coming out (February 11th 2014) and a family! My family! I am the head of the pack, the leader of the kingdom and the provider for a household.
In the midst of it all I thank God for everything! For taking me through a rough storm prior to December 14th (my anniversary), for showing me that everyone is not as close a friend as they seemed, that not all relationships both romantic and business are worth saving. He showed me that I was being prepared for something greater and that I can go through anything. I learned that without my faith in God I am nobody! I am not afraid to admit that prayer & my trust in God are everything! I am nothing with the grace of God. I will shout this everyday thank you Jesus for my family, my friends, my life and your grace & mercy.
So many angry people who will through subliminal after subliminal message in my honor and tons of shade my way but I have blocked it and I have learned that I need it. I need the fuel and I need those bitter people to show them I am stronger and I have been called worst. I truly do believe that after an incident with former colleagues & spouses that my popularity decreased a little especially with hearsay & misunderstanding but that's no longer apart of my drive or focus.
I said in a post prior to this THERE IS NOTHING OR NOBODY who can erase this natural high of mines. I barely drink, I don't party as much as I use too and I am all about raising my kids and leading my wife to be to where we want and need to be. Our goals are more than just making money, possessing materials or looking good for the camera. We are trying to gain access in the kingdom of heaven by any means necessary even if that means letting go and allowing God to use us in his image.
This has been another Steven A Miami KONcept
new documentary & soundtrack and preview to my next book on www.stevenabarthell.com
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