Totally
different place in life right now.....God is so good....I have learned
to look forward and not in the past.....I have a lovely wife to be who
prays with me, believes in me and supports me 110%....a great little
girl who I claim as mines who gives me energy and life...and a son on
the way who made me just love life even more and he is 4 months
away....yeah its time for a blog post lol
What we don't do as people is fully move on with our lives....we love to dwell and stay mad, sad, depressed, "over it" or just stagnant. We don't move forward for whatever reason even though the universe and the rest of the world is doing so. This is why I decided to never write about the past again when it comes to relationships or anything that isn't helping my growth as a man, writer and entrepreneur .
I have a woman who L-O-V-E LOVE! I mean in every way we connect better than Voltron machines and our souls intertwine during prayer and meditation. A true blessing....In all honesty it just happen! Nothing was planned in any way shape or form. I had no intentions of being in another relationship for a while after my last one. But God said "my son this who I want you with" and now we have a beautiful growing baby boy on the way and a lovely daughter who I see as my own...I don't dot he "step" crap or force anything I am just doing what I am suppose to do as a man, father and son of Christ...I am not perfect! Far from it but this "place" I am in is spectacular! Breath taking and just amazing in every way possible.
I am on the verge of conquering one of my biggest fears tomorrow and close to releasing my second book. I have been through storms, typhoons and more to get here....nobody can ruin this for me! Not a damn soul... Truth is I have censored myself A LOT! Truth is I am glad I am in a better position than I have been in years thanks to patience and faith.... Truth is I still get angry over a few things that were said about me and too me...and Truth is I am blessed to move on :-)
Mr Barthell
What we don't do as people is fully move on with our lives....we love to dwell and stay mad, sad, depressed, "over it" or just stagnant. We don't move forward for whatever reason even though the universe and the rest of the world is doing so. This is why I decided to never write about the past again when it comes to relationships or anything that isn't helping my growth as a man, writer and entrepreneur .
I have a woman who L-O-V-E LOVE! I mean in every way we connect better than Voltron machines and our souls intertwine during prayer and meditation. A true blessing....In all honesty it just happen! Nothing was planned in any way shape or form. I had no intentions of being in another relationship for a while after my last one. But God said "my son this who I want you with" and now we have a beautiful growing baby boy on the way and a lovely daughter who I see as my own...I don't dot he "step" crap or force anything I am just doing what I am suppose to do as a man, father and son of Christ...I am not perfect! Far from it but this "place" I am in is spectacular! Breath taking and just amazing in every way possible.
I am on the verge of conquering one of my biggest fears tomorrow and close to releasing my second book. I have been through storms, typhoons and more to get here....nobody can ruin this for me! Not a damn soul... Truth is I have censored myself A LOT! Truth is I am glad I am in a better position than I have been in years thanks to patience and faith.... Truth is I still get angry over a few things that were said about me and too me...and Truth is I am blessed to move on :-)
Mr Barthell
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