July 30, 2012
Summer of 2012 State of Address
Coming up I use to watch TV
Look up at the screen
Then look at my mama
Tell her ma that's gon' be me
She said son you gon' be great
I knew it from the start
Imagine how it feels
Waking up to nothing is enough to give you chills
Waking up to nothing is enough to make you kill
Enough to bring your daughter on a heist, it's unreal
You said you gotta song living life unreal
That's why I put my life in every song I kill
Sing it girl
Ace Hood- Champion
Over the past few weeks I have had opportunities to be "made" "discovered" but I didnt reach the goals I reached out for; Im gonna keep going to casting calls, auditioning for roles and grinding like I've been doing since I was 6.....I have always wanted to be on television either making someone laugh, cry, pissed off, happy etc etc I am very good at making ppl watch me THANK YOU! FOR READING THIS BTW.....KEEP GRINDING, KEEP PUSHING, NEVER GIVE UP! Lately I have decided to stay out of the limelight for a while for multiple reasons that will be answered within the next few months. WTF would some of you do without social networks??????? Take the time off for a while and realize you are missing NOTHING! Have we forgotten what it means to actual network offline? I am taking the time out to find myself again and be the man most of you have met. Here is a update and some words of wisdom from your favorite author.
New Book- I'm trying man I’m really trying but I have learned I can’t do this by myself......I have so many ideas and so many plans I want to accomplish but I need help. So I WENT OUT A GOT IT! Go Get It Entertainment, Aziza Publishing and a few others are my rock right now! I joke when I say I need a personal assistant but I really might get one lol December 12th is the projected date for my next book (the title will be released in Sept/Oct) KEEP GRINDING, KEEP PUSHING, NEVER GIVE UP!!
RELATIONSHIPS- With relationships it’s all about effort! It’s the most important part in a relationship!!!! A relationship without effort is like a car without gas! Useless & disappointing! The relationship won't grow if both parties don't put time into it! Relationships are a two-way commitment! Helping each other out, little by little bit by bit! Don't just let your man/woman do all the work! They will eventually get tired because it's clear you don't care enough; then it’s time to say SEEFUCYALATA! Don't make yourself regret & question why you didn't appreciate their effort!
For the most part sometimes all you have to do is just show up! Being you along with consistency & maximum effort from the beginning to 2 years into the commitment will go a long way. Who doesn't appreciate a hardworking man or woman? You have to remind yourself that this is what you wanted from the very start & remind yourself about what you are willing to do keep that smile on your face. Work hard and play at the same time; you should be having fun with the person who you decided to put in your life. Remember they do not make you happy they are adding to your happiness and if they decide to fuck up you will eventually be happy without them.
If you enjoy being single THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT! Just continue being honest and do not bring anybody else down with your bullshit! Try not to block yourself! You have to remember once you get into a new relationship; this person in your life is new so you have to teach them. No not take them by the hand and baby them but let them know what you expect from the relationship and what you don’t like! That’s where communication comes into play again. Letting them just figure everything out on their own every time is very dangerous and will frustrate you but don’t expect them to not tell you the same thing. It’s all about give and take, you have to remember “hey this isn’t just about me anymore” So I ask you what are you willing to do to get the relationship you want? Teach them how to love you and also learn to love them; I always say what is the point of getting into a relationship if you are not willing to fall in love? Why waste time just spending time together with no ending point? KEEP GRINDING, KEEP PUSHING, NEVER GIVE UP!
Negligence- I’m not ignoring anyone or throwing them to the back of the bus....I’m busy real busy! I’m grinding all the time! I chill with the crew & lady in my life but other than trying to make money or expand my brand I am in the house! I need “Steven Time” I grind from the time I close my eyes until I wake up....I even grind in my sleep TRUST ME ASK MY FRIENDS....I’m sorry! I barely call my mom, sister or other family members so please don’t take it personal...just call me! shit give me a deadline lol....But I’m sorry I’m just doing this for my career & my future.....KEEP GRINDING, KEEP PUSHING, NEVER GIVE UP!
IT SOUNDS LIKE A CLICHE' BUT DONT GIVE UP ON WHAT YOUR TRYING TO DO!!!!!! NO BS you will make it! I've been trying to be a entertainer since 1991 at the age of seven during my 1st Talent show at the William H Trotter - I performed "Crazy" The Boys by myself when my other 2 group members caught chicken pox (I caught the shit 2 weeks later lmao) but I’m not stopping even if I don’t make my deadlines.......KEEP GRINDING, KEEP PUSHING, NEVER GIVE UP!
Thank u for your time, your support & YOUR LOVE
THIS HAS BEEN A
STEVEN A MIAMI KONcept
3's up & 305 down
Follow me on twitter @StevenABarthell
Pick up “Women R Stupid & Men R the Reason” from www.amazon.com or your local bookstore including Barnes & Noble and Walmart
I love you all
~Steven
Comments
Post a Comment