The Fish & Grits Diary of a former Bitter Black Man

Driftin' on a memory Ain't no place I'd rather be Then with you, yeah Lovin' you, well, well, well Day will make a way for night All we'll need is candle lights And a song, yeah Soft and long, well Glad to be here alone With a lover unlike no other Sad to see a new horizon Slowly comin' into view, yeah I wanna be living for the love of you Ah, yes I am All that I'm giving is for the love of you Alright now ~The Isley Brothers "For the Love of You" I have written two books, hosted live television, spoke on numerous radio interviews, filmed a movie, directed two documentaries and was named Massachusetts Scholar Athlete of the year for 2002...nothing compares to 1. Having my son this past January and 2. July 19th when I am blessed to become the husband to Denetra Inelle Thomas......we damn near kill each other, fight for what we believe in and at times bump heads with our similar yet different personalities but I am in deep u...

We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain We jumped never asking why We kissed, I fell under your spell. A love no one could deny Don't you ever say I just walked away I will always want you I can't live a lie, running for my life I will always want you I came in like a wrecking ball I never hit so hard in love All I wanted was to break your walls All you ever did was wreck me Yeah, you, you wreck me Wrecking Ball -Miley Cyrus Some see those lyrics as a love song towards relationships but I read them and viewed performed live and took it as a song towards loving yourself and the battles we face in the mirror, the ups and downs we go through and how sometimes we crash, we fight and claw to see where we can go. I wrote "Sex, Love & Pain: Methods II the MaDDness" to help others who are going through the same issues I went through. The fight against love, intimacy, sex, commitment, trust, and pain. This book I give a lot of fun ways to improve our lives, how to...